And I’m Back.. For a long time.. I hope.

More than 2 years since my last post. Unsure of what to say. Mixed emotions. Restless. Weak. Giving up. But at the same time overwhelmed with the number of comments on one of my posts. Positive. Open minded with the different perspectives on my post. Will need to write a reply to that post. Holding on. Not letting go. Trusting. Believing. Will endure anything through Him. 

3 years and counting

I just realized that 3lm0’s first thoughts is now 3 years old..

time flies so fast..

and it’s really cool.. at least for me 🙂

thank you for bearing with me.. for listening to my thoughts..

looking forward to more years with you..

Love Match: Pisces

Libra and Pisces Compatibility

Combining air and water leads to rain, and much like rain, the union between a Libran and a Piscean can be either completely soothing or utterly destructive. However, in most cases, these two signs will enjoy a smooth sailing relationship, looking to each other to provide balance and harmony.

The Good Side

Whether it’s as good friends or as lovers, Libra – ruled by the planet Venus representing love – and Pisces – ruled by Jupiter and Neptune standing for luck and illusions respectively – can truly complement each other. These two signs tend to understand one another on a deeper level that allows them to work through any problems that come their way using both their hearts and their minds, making disagreements short-lived and obstacles minimal.

Libra is full of interesting ideas and plans, and sometimes has several of them going on all at once. Pisces, on the other hand, will happily take whatever role is assigned to them, allowing their mate to receive more recognition without harboring any feelings of resentment. Pisces will also be there to help keep things running smoothly should creative Libra get sidetracked and begin another adventure before the first is complete.

Because of the feminine influences from both Neptune and Venus, Libra and Pisces are able to share an intimate relationship with one another that emphasizes the emotional aspect of their union, as well as their sexuality. The most intensely fulfilling relationship occurs between a Libra and a Pisces who was born between the eleventh and the twentieth of March, as these Pisceans tend to connect with Librans on a deep level of understanding and passion for one another.

The Bad Side

In some instances, Libra can be a bit too manipulative for Pisces mentally. Luckily, the water sign is easy to forgive and possesses a great deal of empathy, allowing them to put themselves in the other person’s shoes in order to resolve misunderstandings.

Both Libra and Pisces can be indecisive at times, causing a stalemate to occur if neither is able to move forward and finally make up their mind. Similarly, when a disagreement does arise, there can easily be a communication break-down, as Libra is known to dole out the silent treatment on occasion, irritating Pisces to no end. These conflicts can lead to an underlying air of tension in the relationship, as each “secretly” fights to be the stronger partner.

Librans may find it difficult to have a harmonious relationship with Pisceans born between the nineteenth and either the twenty-eighth or -ninth of February as these individuals tend to be a bit too complex for the easy-going Libra. They also tend to be the most non-verbal of all those born under this particular sign of the zodiac when it comes to healthy communication in a relationship, which can frustrate the diplomatic Libra.

All things considered, Libra and Pisces should be able to enjoy a well-rounded relationship that incorporates their mutual affinity for the world around them with a genuine enthusiasm for the life that they will excitedly share together.

Libra Pisces Compatibility

The love match of a Libra and a Pisces does not have very bright chances of compatibility. Both of them are very sensitive and try to avoid any kind of arguments or aggressive behavior. However, a Piscean may become too passive at times, which is not likely to be much liked by a Libran. Though the latter takes time to arrive at a conclusion, he is not evasive like the former. The Libran sense of justice never lets him forgive the guilty, while a Pisces hardly ever judges anyone and has compassion, even for the person who is in the wrong.

Both the individuals aspire for love, beauty, leisure, arts, accord, warmth, tenderness and passionate romance. If they make efforts, they definitely have the power of overcoming differences and complementing each other in a relationship. A Libra can teach a Pisces to be impartial while taking a decision, while the latter can teach him not to be too judgmental. However, too much clinginess on the part of the Piscean is likely to make the Libran retreat and even afraid of commitment.

Libra Man and Pisces Woman
The match of a Libra man and a Pisces woman has very less chances of transforming into a lasting love. The starting can be great, but there is no guarantee of compatibility beyond that. They are very passionate and romance practically runs in their veins. But then, there are many differences between the two that cannot be ignored. However, if sincere efforts are made towards building a harmonious relationship, it may lead to something meaningful. They will need to sacrifice their personal self a little to understand and win over each other.

Libra Woman and Pisces Man
A Pisces man will love the attention that a Libran woman showers on him. He is wistful and lives in his own dreamy world. She is very erratic and unpredictable and has little time to dream as much as he does. However, both of them are romantic to the core and have passion embedded in their nature. Their love match will be a very romantic one, but there can be no guarantee of stability. The problem is that he is very emotional and she, very intellectual. And this may create more than just little problems between the two.

As good as it gets

M  E  S  S  Y.  C  H  A  O  T  I  C.  S  T  R  E  S  S  F  U  L.

Three words that best describe the past three weeks of my life..

A  P  P  R  E  C  I  A  T  I  O  N

Is the one word that makes it all go away..

Today I broke down on my Father’s feet. Because I’m tired. I’m not strong enough and I want to give up. But I’m not a quitter. It was a battle of figuring out what to do and how to move forward from where I am standing.

He made me realize that in order for me to let go of the ill and negative feelings that I have.. I have to learn to appreciate the good in everyone.

I need to appreciate that even if my dad says the nastiest things about me or about how i work, his intention was for my best. I need to learn to laugh with my mother through her tough times. I need to love the food that my brother cooks because he tried his best given his condition. I need to trust that my sister knows where she’s going. I need to smile at my nephew because he’s the sweetest kid ever and I raised him like that.

I need to make my colleague see that she need not feel indifferent about things but just do her job well. I need to accept that I have flaws and that I can be the dumbest thing ever because that makes me human. I need to learn everyday because life is learning.

I need to know that there is more to life than just trying to be bad all the time. I need to know that each of us have our own crosses to bear and that we deal with it differently. I need to respect that.

Life is gonna be good as it gets.. That’s how things are going to be.. No more no less..

I Just Call You Mine

I pinch myself sometimes to make sure
I’m not in a dream, that’s how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments
I’ve ever known, it feels like home

And here I am, I wanna be your everything
There you are turning winter into spring

And everyone that sees you always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you always has a smile
You’re a standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to fall and shine
Everyone calls you amazing yeah, I just call you mine

I fall apart and just a word from you somehow seems to fix
Whatever’s wrong, oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I’m strong, you’ve gotta know
I’d be a fool not to see or even worse
To forget that you’re more than I deserved

‘Cause everyone that sees you always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you always has a smile
You’re a standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to fall and shine
Everyone calls you amazing, I just call you mine

Nothing makes sense when you’re not here
As it my whole world disappears
Without you what’s the point of anything?

‘Cause everyone that sees you always wants to know you
And everyone that knows you always has a smile
You’re the dream that I’ve been chasing after years of waiting
For a chance to fall and shine
Everyone calls you amazing, I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing, yeah, yeah, I just call you mine

Bliss

Your touch is electric
I felt it the first time you held me
The way we connected
So easily

I’ve tried to define it
Searched for the perfect phrase
I’ve tried to describe it
In a million different ways

(chorus)
It’s joy, it’s ecstacy, it’s truth, it’s destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There’s only one word for this

I’ve got to admit it
You took my heart by surprise
Don’t know how you did it
But baby, I’ve never felt so alive

(chorus)
It’s joy, it’s ecstacy, it’s truth, it’s destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel
There’s only one word for this
It’s bliss

Hey, you know, baby, know what the future holds
As long as you’re here with me

(chorus)
It’s joy, it’s ecstacy, it’s truth, it’s destiny
And even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It’s faith, it’s honesty, it’s life, it’s everything
To say “I love you”‘s not enough to tell you how you make me feel

It’s in your smile, in your kiss
It’s the reason that I exist
There’s only one word for this
It’s bliss

It’s bliss

It’s bliss

10 Events Before I said I Love You

Jun 30 – You went with me to see a friend and treated us for dinner.. When I asked you what you wanted to do after dinner, you said you wanted to go home.. Other guys will find ways to spend more time with me.. You made me realized that good guys will take the time to get to know a lady..

Jul 11 –  We heard mass after jogging in UP and I met a few of your relatives.. something that I’ve never experienced in the past.. Mass is sacred to me.. and it amazes me that He is in the center of our lives..

Jul 17 – I asked you to meet me in Trinoma for dinner instead.. you picked me up from home and then we had dinner.. You were brave enough to tell a friend that you’re bringing me home..

Jul 22 – You went with me to meet a client and then we had dinner at Shakey’s.. i had the best laugh ever with you that time.. It was pure and clean fun.. It was pizza + ice cream + water + lablyf..

Jul 25 – You accompanied me to complete a business deal.. you made me watched my first movie at IMAX and we had your favorite dish for dinner..

Jul 28 – You kept me company while I was worrying about work.. You had frozen yogurt even if you had coughs..

Jul 31 – You proudly introduced me to your family..

Aug 1 – You accepted my family as they are.. without questions.. even if it was a mess.. thank you.. it meant so much to me..

Aug 4 – You were excited to have dinner with me and I was excited too..

Aug 6 – You thought I looked good on the dress that I bought because it was your favorite color..

And I finally said the same thing that you first told me 27 days ago.. Thank you for the happiness that your love brings.. I will keep on loving you..

Open Happiness

I went to the 6th Marian Gathering to have fun with fellow batch mates.. I just didn’t expect that it will lead me to happiness..

It was nothing at first sight.. No sparks.. no eyes twinkling.. It was just him.. and it was just me.. Friends on FB but just met personally that day.. He must have known me since grade school but I didn’t.. We just took the same cab on our way home..

Until the message that popped in FB.. asking how I was doing.. and then getting my contact details in skype, YM and mobile numbers.. which I graciously gave because it was just a good friend wanting to ‘kulit’ someone..

It was the first step to getting to know each other..

Comfortable.. this is how I would describe how our chats and conversations flowed back and forth..

Open.. nothing to hide.. nothing to worry.. no pretenses.. just honest in showing what we both feel..

Good friend.. that’s how I thought of him.. until I received a rose from him.. that’s when I realized that we may be more than friends..