In Loving Memory of Patrick

It’s been more than 2 months since Patrick left.. I guess, it’s about time I say goodbye.. For the 1st month without him.. I was struggling with missing him, loving him.. And when i found out that he was here.. and he didn’t even bothered to get in touch with me.. It means.. It’s over.

Yes it was over.. the moment he left for U.S., I knew it was over.. Just as I described myself.. I’m just not the first one letting go.. I hold on to love until I can.. I give up only when it has consumed me and I couldn’t give anything anymore..

Our relation.. short lived but it was the best 3 months of my life.. You made me feel special.. which no man has ever done for me.. You taught me how to love.. You made me alive again.. You’ve given me new definitions of loving, goodbye and happy endings.. You made me realize that I deserve somebody better and that’s not you.. Thank you.

In the next few days.. I’m opening a new chapter in my life.. With a new work environment.. new colleagues.. new found friends.. I am starting anew.. and I’m leaving only Patrick behind..

Goodbye Patrick.. Our 3-month relation has come to an end.. and so does my love for you.

~ my last post for this category ~

~ by 3lm0l0v3r on March 26, 2008.